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Nobody EverThrough the fire through the limit  my anticipation burns up in it  Why was i to think he was different  a sins a sin no matter how you spit it   
I want no part of your recovery  believing I was a failure you see  I love you but I want no part of your life  take the knife and stab me already  Greedy do we become so plentyful  a disgrace of plenty there are but so many  Tentatively awaiting brevery its killing me   
Nobody ever wants me this much I can admit  full of much confusion my tongue I now bit  hit me in the eye already I deserve to bleed  Would misery com Nobody Ever
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WithoutIll never stop fighting igniting the flame of desire  candle light that tames me so rightly  Height is my leverage as I pledge to you now  cowardly hearts beat out of sound  The ground is so thick with inverted desire  heavenly angels come gathering around  Anticipation it kills me from now within  sin has fallen into the tin cup  Disturbed is my logic that welted now up  broken and shattered like the pain inside of me  Maybe one day it will of forgiven  since you cant exchange that severance  The advantage I face has left  fallen from grace and now to my death  The last br Without
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ArielaOh sweet widower with  daughter of unparalleled  temper of sugar coated candy   
Your Mamie is gone  expendable like my temper flowed  now darling dear pay the rent   
stationed in cinders  thus a Ariela born  patiently bore the name  the widower shall never know   
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prince and maidens at the ball  masquerade attire glass slippers on  pumpkin coach to lizard footmen  before the bell tolls return to a must Ariela
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DarknessThere's a space inside  where my heart used to be  Was given away  on calvary  
 
Thought that we were, meant to be  stigmatized by lies we told  Like the ones you sold, to have and to hold  cold now isn't it the day, (love left and ran away)   
Is there more to be said  from my lips to your head  Since you are so bold  the road to hell will unfold   
I was sold on desperation  thinking it was what I'm chasing  Stifling me with his voice  never really had a choice   
Destroy all the bastard sons  in purity I over come  Mirror what is Darkness
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186... Lighting Crashes

Journal Entry: Fri May 16, 2008, 1:06 AM
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"Lighting Crashes" - Live

lightning crashes, a new mother cries
her placenta falls to the floor
the angel opens her eyes
the confusion sets in
before the doctor can even close the door

lightning crashes, an old mother dies
her intentions fall to the floor
the angel closes her eyes
the confusion that was hers
belongs now, to the baby down the hall

oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.

lightning crashes, a new mother cries
this moment she's been waiting for
the angel opens her eyes
pale blue colored iris,
presents the circle
and puts the glory out to hide, hide

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  • Current Age: 34
  • Current Residence: Miami
  • Print preference: CMYK 300 dpi Like theres a better standard!
  • Interests: writing poetry,listening to music,reading,drawing,photography,web design,graphic design,singing..
  • Favourite band or musician: too many mentions not enough time..
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Shakespeare,Sylvia Plath,Emily Dickinson,Walt Whitman
  • Favourite photographer: ME, Myself and I
  • Favourite style or digital art: manga is my new obsession
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  • Skin of choice: my own.. "his" if i could 1 more time
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  • Favourite cartoon character: Daffy Duck
  • Personal Quote: If it didn't hurt, then would it even be real??
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