Skin so soft flowing like fluid ever moist

I am just completely exhausted

To the point of no return

I have earned my scars and stripes

For they have brought redemption

Clinging to heaven if there ever was one

I am threatened by the prospect of forever

Carefully in guarded territory

My story has been told before

I adore anyone who shares a moment

Care to know for who I am

Standing victorious and glorious

Naked before you in the garden

Harmless in soothing retrospect

As our eyes connect in the distance

Tender kisses are what greet me

For my day would not be wasted

I pause encased in this fixation

Rather be caught up in a fantasy

Since reality always hurts me

See if you could stand or stomach me

And take the bitter with the sweet

That's asking too much from me

See I am only willing to give you

What I am able to accept and afford

Too much has been past through

And if the right man knew I needed him

He might pass the opportunity

Since time might not be ready

And the animosity quite scary

We all deserve to be happy

But deny that quite effectively

See I can be better than before

Since the door swings both ways

Better days and crimson grays

I replace one for another

But my heart is still open

And I am hoping that maybe

This will be the time

That I am walking down the  aisle

Rectified my desires

For he is right there

Perfection meets diction

A glimpse of prisms

Taken off of rainbows

And thunderheads

Out of raging storms

Make this heaven  perfect

So we can be reborn

In each others loving arms