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Words are my excuse to puke Purge my emotions Let them boil over Juices are never flowing Scrolling through the hoopla Muse will mystify the antichrist Patronize the solace that lies Sacraments between my thighs Shedding skins of denial And you want a prudent soul Cultivated take a grasp hold Scolded in burning waters Supplicate the mortars All seem fallible Can't reconcile my denial I have fallen angels wings are blackened Become deafened to gods call Outcasts wayward soldier Mutilated is my castle Cut were my locks My beauty is foiled By the sound of clocks That tick with wonder Never able to muster courage P

You always keep me twisted like a new York pretzel with the mustard No wonder your the swelling amongst bruises But I'm the one who pops lame shit right Lets get clarity on this fatal reality no turning back You made you're choices we have heard you're many voices And of course I was the one to come in dead fucking last So put me on blast and say your sick of my stupid fat ass How quick you were to side with bitches who mean nothing And what did I get huh? what did I get hon? where am i at In the doghouse let me bark and spark a conversation Talking bout how I hold back is that what you think telling people there garbage in so many

there are wounds so deep i don't think anyone could reach them so when i proceed with caution my heart is on a cold slab on a selling block auction available to the highest bidder see i have never been a quitter a liar i have tried to preserve what seems precious there is nothing that i won't do you see my loyalty runs deeper than still waters and midriff dresses flowing on a breeze i am the crimson in the sunset you see flickering my light upon a whisper the softness of linen as it touches you warmth of a stream of light through the stain glass my pain is concentrated and protects me like linus and his blanket i am wooed at the

there are words spit from indiginant perceptions game played then fallen apart never mattered for everything is destroyed we always find replacements gaping holes that can never be filled no matter how much pussy you cram in them lips squirming against insightful erections this can never be questioned since obsessions and conceptions go hand and hand we escape a pill at a time a drink at a time things they rhyme and make you go blind so we can use other things bigger dreams that can make erotic screams since some are kings to the pussy game without exclaiming names the agony is still the same and anything will take it away the

i thought about the ultimate jealousy and how it affects me somethings i keep quiet try to rely on numbing agents plagiarism of fake sensations never could get away with it killing myself a moment at a time denying a deeper succession if i can just escape past the door left open already know whats there no love lost emotions tossed in an ocean of sinking souls collections of trinkets sexual favors i'd like to leave die the littlest deaths happen when my heart flickers and butterflies whisper against my now barren womb a tomb of sin spiraling downward drizzling elixirs of chocolate syrup misguided resignations giving clearance to the

i get lost in its quieting darkness deafening sounds of screams seeing knife wounds and bullet holes puss oozing there is a suffocation a perverted aging watching a transformation want to embrace in the midst of a wanderlust safety erodes concepts sometimes uncertain and i can't grasp my footing i am sinking deeper and don't mind if its suggestive sometimes i want to know the answers to my questions without being analytical political whispering things delusional somethings are still familiar but i like being objective dark eyes hide behind sullen sighs some still despise wondering how far things can be claimed thunder becomes appa

can't expect everything to always be the way i want it the tide is high and i move out with the current clinging to my lifeboat drowning in my thoughts forced entry to proven taunts at least i knew the cost and paid it gladly ever boisterous moist and scorned fighting long for a place that seemed lost had imaginary friends to play pretend with at least i didn't get called out last i remember that part since nobody wanted me playing on there team losers like me make great lovers in movie scenes broken halos and tainted wings blackened dreams vanity aimed to gained entry delusions that fancy better times that coincided with grinds

hes got me twisted my expectations are high as vigerous erections ready to penetrate his expression makes me need therapy sessions padded cells and thorizine to curb inhibitions and indeed i try not to pry where i am not wanted but i am out of course under his sedation this new drug with no love to get trapped from i do wonder why waters flood panties moisten hearts flutter disturbing summers with warm oozing storms lightning plummits in the middle of nowhere and dreams crumble with emotions move like summits i can't help but to bite my tongue lust seems the perfect escape no estimations made with captivation intimacies are

I still sleep with the lights on the nightmares haunt my subconscious I remember vividly and accounted for everything Doesn't seem such a valid point of entry Childhood at this point seems as scarce as terrorists Hidden agendas act so frivolous I remember how he touched me made me bothered soiled and coddled my very reality anomalistically i am taunted and he comes after me still so vividly in my dreams as years past like waters watercolors overflow from victimless brushstrokes how do i wallow in yesterdays tomorrows secrets that plagued me even my brother touched me and i thought that it wasn't happening make it go away night

really do want to identify with anyone on some level seems rhetorical that we are original copies of turmoil tortured souls that walk the path of darkness ever heartless and forbidden is it to show emotions always being two steps ahead so no one would notice forced is the substance the reality seems agonizing like retred ties and long kisses goodbye souls frozen in the brutality sourly i frown as i come down from my high and hit the concrete skin busts open puss oozes out the fresh wounds blood consumes the aftermath life is distorted seems i never have belonged anywhere no matter how many times i tried better contortionists